My Lovely Life

Moved

2011-04-28T17:42:00.000-07:00

tmtylyfe.wordpress.com

Moving On

2010-12-20T08:07:00.000-08:00

Moving on to wordpress soon, gonna start another new chapter of life.
I thank you Lord for every everything that u have given me, its really more than enough to me..
Your blessings and your love..
Praise the lord..

Life is beautiful :)

2010-11-30T05:10:00.000-08:00

My life even though its not perfect in other people's eye~
but to me, my life at this moment is beautiful
at least i feel that my life is quite good and perfect now~
Even though, im away from my parents, from my family
But i wanna show them, being alone outside i can still be very independent as well~
Even though, i still seems like a kid compare to my tough gf and bf~
Whatever they go through, its more than me
i always believe that im that lucky child, born and raise in a good condition~ :)
i appreciate whatever im having now :)

My holiday life would be fill with working hours~ argh, dont know if im able to get through the shift or not.. T.T
And after that will be celebrating Christmas, and Kl trip and also back to my hometown!
Haha, by the time, it will be Chinese New Year already~ woooo~ cant wait!
Hope that in this holiday everything will go smoothly <3
and Happy Holiday everyone :)

看清

2010-10-21T19:12:00.000-07:00

我终于看清了
所有的一切
朋友，让失望一次又一次
所以，每次在认识新朋友的时候，我用我的真心去对待每一个人
可是，到最后还是发现到
朋友，他一直都是在利用你
我一直都没想错
当你有利用价值的时候，朋友就会一直和你在一起
可是，当他们不需要你的时候
还是会一脚把你踢开
我永远都不会是朋友会想到的那个第一个人～

哈，可能是我的问题
朋友重来都不需要
我太难相处
我不能是一个好朋友
算了～
你们爱怎样就怎样
反正，我看清楚了
这一次的教训我学会
一直提醒自己的一句话，你不在会，你就不会不开心~
既然是朋友那么的不珍惜自己，可能走在以后的路上
你也会遇到珍惜你的朋友～

现在我拥有的朋友
我珍惜你们
至少，我还有你可以倾诉
可以一起打拼我们的梦想
有你成为我的好榜样
谢谢你～

Release anger

2010-10-09T08:54:00.000-07:00

Today, im gonna release all my anger here
Sorry at this moment i have no idea and no way that i could make myself chill
so this is the place that im gonna release everything!

I never thought that i could hate someone so much!
even though i know that as a Christian, we should forgive people and love our enemy
but at this point, i really cannot control my anger anymore and screw u anger management!
i've been quite patience all this while with my housemate, but then she is getting more ridiculous and what she just did just cross my limit!
i can joke with everyone, i can take up everyone's joke but please never ever cross my limit!

U scolded me for not unlocking your doors and you say its just to remind me?!
and now when u went out u did not unlock the door for me to go to toilet!
how am i supposed to pee!!!!
i came back with the door locked and no one is inside xxxx u!
till i have no idea where i should pee but just jump around in the house waiting for you this b*tch to come back
what a good housemate
not even an apology you gave it to me!

if im not being patience enough i would have quarreled with you and chase you out of this house
dont make me do this
you better dont!
i know that im easy to bully but not to let u bully like this and run up to my head!
one day u would know what is the feeling of being denied

please dont think so highly about yourself
you are just a pathetic person who is really naive about this world
when u fall, there would be no one there to help you because of your childish and selfish attitude

not gonna say more about this
but one day you would get everything back to yourself, God can see!
I'm not a person who would come up to you and quarrel but please do not think that i'm nothing and just cat hiding behind everything
one day you would know!

Imaginations

2010-10-07T22:31:00.000-07:00

We as a geologist are required to write a report that requires us to travel back to different time period, either is 1.5 billion years ago or 65 million years ago by using a time machine!

Hehe, how cool, not only doraemon can has time machine
but geologist also can have it!
Please note that, if any of the geologist from curtin starting to talk bull or relate something in the surrounding to fossils or anything that happens long long times ago like dinosaurs, please, have a heart, our imaginations and skill of bullshitting has overflow our conscious and clear mind~

Hehehe, k lar.. enough of bullshitting, im so over this assignment now

Thanks to baby for helping me in this assignment.. Sorry i used up ur holiday :X

Hectic Month

2010-10-05T21:45:00.000-07:00

September is over and now, October has come for a week or two~

Everyone is hoping that October would be a better month because they personally feels that September was a very worst month

But i can feel that October would be very mean to us, especially all the Curtin students

Final coming in 40 days, assignments still weighed in tons, not kg.. and different unit for midterms and homework~

Why the lecturer never told us and must push everything before the finals?

Make us work like a cow =="

September is a cool month for me, i got a good pa ;) happy

I went to the pyjamas party and get to know a lot of good and new friends~

and i did lots of sports, jogging, futsal etc~

i like the way im being healthy~

This free week i did not work like last free week

So this month salary would not be as much ;(

thats why i dont like october~hmph

ok ok

imma get my ass back to books and chemistry

blog about pyjamas party when i'm free ;)

My life is colourful because i have a great companion

good friends and good family

i wish that this moments would stay to keep me positive

and i appreciate everyone of them..

lots of love <3<3

Thank God for everything He gave me~

今天很充实~

2010-09-29T04:40:00.000-07:00

今天过得很充实
早上醒来就到学校念书
过后十点上课，到了学校以为下午才上课
还好查了email 有准时上到课~

原本以为没有人来上课
可是，还好，还不错多人来下
该来的都有来~
所以就很乖的上课，一开始还蛮专心的听
可是，老师越来越催眠
还是算了
一下子就不懂飘到多远~

上好课了，回去读一下书就去吃午餐
回家的路途上，看到有人撞车
人是不见了，可是车还在
嗯，严重以下
这几天，看到很多车祸
小心驾车大家~

过后，我们跑步去~
今天不知道吹什么风
可以跑个两圈
可是，没有那么累
很开心可以有朋友陪伴
过得很健康，很充实
这样的生活我喜欢~

冲凉去
闻到臭味~
哈哈

答应·自己

2010-09-21T19:39:00.000-07:00

今天是中秋节
除了除夕晚要团圆，中秋也是一家团圆的日子
感谢主，在这里有叔叔还有堂妹堂弟，和我一起过中秋
可是，我们应该没有提灯笼吧

好想，今天我也和我的朋友们一起庆祝
可是，我的朋友看起来不是很需要
也不是很想要跟我一起庆祝

我不喜欢很别人抢东西
我也不喜欢别人抢我的东西
可是，没关系我不会强求
因为忽然间明白一个很简单的道理
是你的就是你的，不是你的再怎么留也不会可能是你的~

在这个中秋节里
答应自己做人要大方点
要看开点
不要和别人抢~
也不要妒忌别人~
做人愉快点
世界会美好点
虽然常常心里觉得不舒服
可是，相信，只要交给神
应该没什么大不了的~

不开心的夜晚

2010-09-20T17:04:00.000-07:00

昨晚，想了很多

其实，我本来就不应该有时间

胡思乱想

可是，事实上；我控制不到自己不要想

想什么呢？

一直都在想，是我的问题，还是朋友的问题

为什么我一定要很在乎我所有的朋友

不管他们是生气，是伤心，我都很想是第一个

站在那里安慰她的人~

可惜，有时候情况不让我这么做

很多人说过，不管做什么事

都不要求回报

可是，我真的很想知道

当我泄气，当我倒下的时候

当我跌倒的时候，除了上帝爸爸，

会是谁在我身边

是不是一个朋友都没有~

我一直以来真心对待的朋友~

他不知道

Field Trip 2

2010-09-19T07:45:00.000-07:00

This is the second field trip that i have been to this year
today was the day, it was this morning!
Thanks to baby for waking up so early in the morning just to fried rice for me and my friend, Cy~
He woke up like at 5 just to make sure that he cooked and we have our lunch to eat during the lunch time~

Before departing from campus

This semester's field trip, we went to all the Lambir Formation~ and guess what, thanks to the sun for supporting us! Never i felt this hot before, my back were all sweating, imagine we have to wear long sleeve shirt and long pants under the hot sun? going out and expose yourself sometimes is a good thing but its definitely not good if u have to be under the sun from 8am to 4pm just to complete a cross section and sketching 3 different outcrops and also measuring the strike and dip values..

First Outcrop

My Brave Classmates~

Photos taken on the first outcrop~

The sun simply just makes me feel dizzy and its really trying on his full strength to burn us~ HAHAHA wtf.. Oh, and i slipped and fall on my butt on the second lithology.. T.T sob~ my butt really hurt a lot that time, luckily i just slipped and sit on the same place and it was not like i slipped and my whole body rolled down the bedding T.T

Third Outcrop

I enjoyed this field trip a lot but not together with the sun bbq-ing me into roast tomato ;) hehehe~

I will add photos when my friends uploaded my ugly photos on the fb..

Jealous

2010-08-25T17:28:00.000-07:00

im still jealous

im still envy

why whenever i put in so much

none of you cares

especially YOU!

if it has to be like that, then, i would just ignore

and treat you as a normal friends

sometimes it is the feeling within me that makes me think too much

i admit

but sometimes u make me cant help to think like that

cuz u are treating me as if i'm invisible

I've learned a lesson from here because

i know letting go is the best

because i know it does not belongs to me

something else more important is waiting for me

Semester Start

2010-08-04T21:28:00.000-07:00

This Semester would be my First Year 3rd Sem in Geology
Feel like i have walk this far on this university journey
this semester's timetable is shit.. sorry to say that
but a class in the morning and then a big gap in the middle till the evening class is really annoying
not one day, but almost everyday is like this..
Sigh, waste my time when i can use all the time to go work.. :(

Apart from all the classes, i manage to meet all my long-lost friend;
i miss all my foundation friends ;(
im sure if we have a time to hang out together that would be so fun and nice to exchange our gossips <3
cannot describe how excited i was the day when i met Jenny and Kim Kiat
haha, shouting so excitedly and hugging each other...

First lecture of Geology 102 already make all of us blur about Fold and Fault, Stress and Strain! how to go through the rest of the semester, imagine stress and strain applied on certain lithology is really hard.. in 2D and 3D somemore, how lar can i imagine about that.. Goshh

Palaentology, studying bout our Earth and fossils, kills also.. within 10 minutes, most of the student walk in and out, doing their own stuffs, talking bout their own stuffs, creating so much noise at the back.. == how to not get distracted...

Sigh, really really hope that everything would be alright in the second week.. First week already got quiz and presentation given.. S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D right now..

Badminton Session

2010-07-21T20:34:00.000-07:00

Went to play badminton with my girls at church during last Sunday noon~

Suppose to went hiking but mommy said that yesterday nite just rained and the road would be very slippery, we have no experiences and "skills" so we better dont go because if something bad happen, we dont know what to do because there are no experienced adults leading us~

So we changed our plan to play badminton..

Had so much fun playing even though it was kinda stress to have so many pro badminton players watching us playing~ Haha...

Even though we just played for a while like one game~

At the end, while waiting for the heavy rain to stop;

We camwhore a bit and then continue playing..

Me and Emo~

Adrian Teo wanna kill people face~ hahaha :D

Emo again~

Annie Wong

Love

If you wonder who is that little girl always with us

Fyi, she is my youngest sister

who mixed really well with those adults...

you would "love" her

Hehehe~

So there goes my Sunday spending time with my girls before i went back to Miri

see you guys again in Sept

hopefully i can make it ^^

Lovely Saturday

2010-07-17T07:03:00.001-07:00

Emily, my girlfriend came back to Sibu on last Thursday

She is quitting Nilai because she say she doesnt suits the condition there

So, she make her decision back to study in Sibu~

Therefore,before i go back to Miri, of course we must have our girlfriend berbonding session!!

So we went to this restaurant call Terminal 5 to have lunch~

Annie, me, Emily and Vivian :)

We had a lot of catch up and exchanging each other gossips

and also not forgetting to camwhore..

These are the bunch of girls that would make me miss Sibu a lot a lot

when i'm super down in Miri and i love my girls a lot

Sometimes feel rather happy and proud to have them as my friend

at least,they are not so "evil" like those people out there

Really enjoy and had a good time with them this weekend~

Annie, Me, Emily and Vivian

Annie Wong

Emily Wong and Vivian Law :D

Me and Emily

Annie again ^^

On Sunday morning, i was almost late for church, The service starts at 7am and i woke up at 7am ==

Rushed, jumped out from bed and prepare and went to church with my sister~

Met lots of friends and also make some new friends on the same day

After breakfast at 江妈妈, we headed to Parkson for some window shopping

Mr Adrian belanja all of us McD ice-cream one.. Generous man

haha, there are about 7 or 8 of us standing in a big circle eating ice-cream at the middle of parkson.. LOL

Next, we went to Delta Mall, didnt buy anything, so we left after few rounds of walking and took some pictures:D

From top left:Adrian, Vivian, Yew Kwang,

Annie, Me and Emily

Dramasss

2010-07-16T08:34:00.001-07:00

Today banyak dramas~

Thank God that im still in one piece and everything is fine

I start my morning with God pouring big and heavy rain outside my house

Fresh air,me like :D

Woke up extra earlier just to get my ptptn online application done

Almost completed, still waiting for my enrolment date~ cause i kinda forgot the date already~

Then, call Mas Airlines to settle my ticket stuff.. Not going into the details anymore.. Dont wanna kill my cells once again~ D:

Then, went out to pick my sister at her primary school, my youngest sister, whenever people look at me, they would give me that look like, im a bad girl who escape from school or what is this girl doing here, why is she not going to school~ because i look too small and many people thought that im still studying in secondary school == Just this morning, a random aunty came to my house to look for my mom asked me what happen and why i didnt went to school ==

Then, went to saloon~ Did treatment for my hair and also cut/trim my hair~ My head feels so light and healthier now~ Hahaha, because my hair were so dry after i got my hair dyed~ I regret to the max now~ D: The boss introduce many good stuffs for taking care my hair.. want it so much.. but no money lar~ sigh..

At night, the dramas come~ I was waiting for a car to come out because i want his parking, then this car, the lame innova, 7111 came and keep honk at me~ I put on the signal light waiting for that parking already.. so i just ignored and he keep honk at me.. i was a little restless and piss already~ only then i realise it was that 'famous' 7111 innova at my sister's school~ Famous for his bossiness and always find teacher's trouble even primary school students with his barbaric act like threatening to hit them or whatsoever if they bully his children~ I bet no one dare to be his children's friend lor~ Sad.. When i realise, i guess, he honk at me cause i blocked his way~ Sorry lor, that road doesnt belongs to you.. I wont give up my parking because i have to give way to you this bossy guy and the world doesnt revolves around you.. Dont be so bossy lar, old daddy~

And here comes another story, a bunch of ah beng, 1st ah beng called and yelled at me asking me who am i, i was quite shock so i keep quite for a second, then he yelled again as if he wanna fight~ so i asked him back, u called me and u asked me who am i? then he kinda freaked of, at pass it to another friend who ask me the same question, so i keep quiet and wonder what those kids want? and they pass it to the 3rd guy and he asked again who am i~ then i heard his friend said that the number is 6905, so then i yelled back and said, my number is 6950 lar! and they say oh, wrong number lorh~ Not even a sorry, and yelled at me somemore.. Kids nowadays really and talk so loud like they wanna fight.. barbarian ==

Today is indeed a long day

and really a lot of things happened that test my patience

i would forgive and forget

hopefully i wont meet the same thing tomorrow..

Thank God for everything..

Result was a mess

2010-07-14T20:43:00.001-07:00

Result was bad

Horrible i should say T.T

But there is nothing that i can do

at least this time, i really fight for it

I could not think or do anything properly

because i was so upset

I cannot accept the fact that my result is like this even when i put so much effort in it

but at least, this time i dont feel guilty that i didnt try hard enough~

at least still can get 2 distinctions.. Im happy and grateful for that.. ;)))

Going back to miri on 20/7 following mummy's boss.. its gonna be a lonnnnnnnnnnngggg trip

sitting for long hours in the car is not fun, plus the road so bumpy.. I guess mummy's boss love

driving because he drives all the way from kuching to sibu and sibu to miri.. and then back from

miri to sibu and sibu to kuching..

Have to waste the air ticket that i booked earlier.. Because they say its a low fare ticket and they

cant change anything not even name, time and date of travelling or even put the air ticket open..

Crap~ I bought the ticket from miri to sibu and sibu to miri at RM196~ they told me is LOW

FARE! Where is the low part now? It wasnt even low far.. Its written there MHbasic! They play

cheat one! they never even tell us it was a promotion tickets! and ask of us come to agree with

the terms and conditions and come to tell me that they cant change anything! Open your eyes

wide and big next time when you book air ticket from Malaysia Airlines

Lousy services..They even raise their voice and yell at me when i complain~ Stupid malaysia

airlines.. i hate malaysia.. sigh~

Nearly got into an accident yesterday == i was on a really busy road.. and mummy say i can

turn out already.. so i turn and thought that the car would let me go..How would i know that he

never let me and come close that our car almost scratch each others!Mummy even yelled at me

@@ and my brain just stop thinking at that moment..

Really really have to thank God that it doesnt happen~

I guess i should stop here

because at this moment, im just so piss at Mas

should go cool down myself with some other cheerful stuffs~

信

2010-07-11T20:30:00.000-07:00

我找到了我对神的那一份信心～

你找到了吗？

Countdown 3 Days

2010-07-11T01:06:00.000-07:00

In 3 more days

the result is gonna be out

by that time, i think my heart gonna jump out as well

so nervous

having nightmares that im being unprepared before the exam

But, i prayed already and i decide to leave all this to God

Have faith that He will provide the best for me

be it fail or pass..

Yesterday went for facial appointment at Assata

that is the worst facial that i have ever did

Because it hurts and its so PAINFUL!!

but then all the pain is worth because u would have clear skin after this

Hahaha!

I promise i wont be lazy to use facial products

i would take good care of my face

or else, the next time when i come back for facial, its gonna hurt a lot again~

The other day went back to Methodist

My secondary school~

A lot of new teachers that i dont know

plus my previous teacher all dont recognize me also

Dont really like going bad to Methodist..

sighh~

在诗巫迷路 ==

2010-07-04T19:16:00.000-07:00

在家里很闷，可是很享受被家人疼的感觉

可是，我不喜欢被妈妈念

妈妈每次说她在外面要忙

在家里我们却不肯帮忙妈妈做家务

可是，我没做了，到最好才发现到有些我没有做到

就像洗碗，感觉上自己洗碗就很了不起

有做家务了，可是还是有一大堆的东西没有做

像晒衣服，扫地～

简单来说，每次做的家务都是incomplete~

前天，就是星期六～

妈妈叫我自己驾车去爸爸朋友家

庆祝他女儿的生日，我跟妈妈说我不懂路

所以妈妈就跟我解释怎样去，还画了地图

我跟妈妈说，ok,我应该知道在哪里了

就在十字路口的时候，我忘记了要转左还是直走

妹妹说要转左，可是我的直觉跟我说要直走

结果，不听妹妹言，吃亏在眼前

跑错路了

不知道要转哪里好，就只好乱闯

结果闯到不知道去哪里

只好调回头～

调回头的是后，差点踩brake变踩油门，飞水沟啊

感谢主，还好我没有做错事，没有真的飞水沟里

调回头的时候，就看到那个教会

教会之前的小路就是进去爸爸朋友的家了

很开心很开心终于找到了

很惊险一些

而且，我竟然可以在诗巫迷路 ==

那个地方我真的很少去

因为很会涨水

我也没有朋友住那边所以就更不会去

我的天啊～

真的是要thank God..

same old routine~

2010-07-01T23:25:00.000-07:00

Its been almost a week that i return to sibu~

Im doing the same old routine each and everyday;

woke up, having breakfast, online, pick up sisters from school and Hell's Kitchen marathon..

I love Hells Kitchen because of the perfection that the chef wants and not because of the swearing =x

when i started the first episode, i could not stop myself to continue watch and i'm now catching up on Season 7.. everytime just looking at the food that they cook, my tummy goes hungry :( especially during the midnight~

Hang out with my high school friends on Wednesday because Emily, is leaving on the next day to Nilai for further studies in International Business~ Hope she can do it well there and adapt to the environment there quickly, since she is going there alone.. Now there is no one left in Sibu~ i mean among my friends except Annie and maybe Adeline which is coming back from KL~ Hopefully my dad let me hang out with them more often~ I dont wanna miss the ber-bonding chance till i go back Miri~

Result's gonna be out within 12 days and im so nervous... I told myself that since i already prayed then leave everything to God i must have faith in Him but everytime i come to think of it, it really makes me sick.. i dont know what to do.. just hopefully i can pass everything and move on.. please..

Okay, its holiday now, so i would try my best to forget everything and leave everything to His hand.. before i go back to fight for the other new semester.. Wish me luck~

Back Home

2010-06-28T18:10:00.000-07:00

Im now at home, my sibu home~

I just came back on last Sunday

Feel very neutral coming back home and feel very worried to see results at home

I wish i can pass all my units

Really really wish,

tired of taking supp, tired of failing

tired of everything

i just want to pass~

but i dont know whether i can make it

all that i think about is the result

my heart cannot enjoy or put down totally if the result is not out

i dont wanna disappoint my family anymore

Dad says if i still fail i would not continue studying anymore

I also think that i shouldnt have continue also

tired of everything

I'm gonna spend my one month holiday at home~

completing all the exercise that ah fen gave me~

i promised to do all this while but im just too busy with school work

now that i have this one month holiday

i should really spend a good time on that~

and improve my relationship with God

I miss you bb~ Thought that this is not our first time separating

so i wont feel sad or miss u even more;

but im wrong, i still miss you a lot~

still waiting to go back and meet u T.T

Die

2010-06-21T04:17:00.000-07:00

If i cried and said i was nervous for last week's exam;

Im a total idiot

Because today's chemistry is the hardest among all the other papers

The paper is terribly hard and for the first time i have to tembak all the MCQ's because i dont even know what is the questions asking..

In order to pass this paper, i have to get 20% out of 55 marks for part B and 20% of 65 marks for part C to make it 40% to pass the final.. I confirm that i did not make it.. The test paper is as thick as a book u can imagine.. I flip the papers until i got no interest at all with the questions, i just get so bored with the questions.. Even if i read i cant even understand and i dont know the answers as well

For Part B, i leave almost the whole paper blank and for Part C i manage to answer some of it. But im not even sure that the answers are correct, to me, i bet the lecturer would said that my answers are plain craps or bullshit.. I really have no idea what should i write.. Looking at the marks gone~

If i said that i was super worried and has no confidence for the previous two papers, i feel that this paper is worst, i never feel so disappointed.. Sigh.. I've did my best, i shall just let the rest to God and pray hard that i just get a pass~ I dont aim for more not to say wish for anything else better..

Or else, i might just repeat this units next year

I can see that everyone feels so horrible bout the paper

no one has a satisfy face~

some even scolded celaka babi

and throw the pen so angrily into the pencil box

hahaha~

Okay,this paper is over

So not gonna think about it anymore

but the guilt is killing me =x

SIGH~

Gonna start with Geology now

another super ngiao ji unit

new units somemore

hopefully the questions are easy~

Happy Papa's Day

2010-06-20T04:02:00.000-07:00

Today is Papa's Day

Never celebrate this occasion properly with dad~

While everyone is thinking of how to celebrate Father's Day;

What to buy for Father's Day; i found that its kinda weird

I dont know why

Till one day Baby Jac asked me;

What are you going to get for your dad?

I said i dont know because i never give one to my dad

I know the consequences if i give presents to him

i dont wanna risk~

But this year, probably before i go back im gonna get him a present

I dont want him to say me again

and I sent him a message today

Me: Dad, Happy Father's Day!! I love you

He replied me this

Dad: Tq, Do study hard hard, Dont play play~ Hahahaha~

朋友

2010-06-18T05:31:00.000-07:00

可不可以有人告诉我，朋友是拿来干嘛的？

我以为，这个学期我交了很多的朋友

可是，我都错了

好朋友跟不好的朋友很容易分

可是如果你曾经因为他们是你的好朋友的时候，他们就要走了

你会怎样？

我很在意别人的看法

别人讲的每一句话

我都很在意，很在乎，很care~

可是，别人不知道你care~

别人不知道你很在意

只有你自己躲起来

伤心，苦恼

如果你告诉别人，他们只会跟你说

是你想太多罢了，没有啦

可是，如果真的没有的话

为什么我要去想？

人家告诉我，

朋友，是拿来利用的~

那，如果我没有了利用价值；

我是不是就没有朋友？

以前，我会觉得，朋友很重要

现在也一样重要

可是，社会的现实

我不见得会有真心对待你的人

好朋友，可以真心的留下

我找不到~

如果你在战场上有什么差错；

别人就会看不起你

我感觉到

我听到，人家告诉我，

说我很懒惰，last minute 才叫人教我做quiz

没关系，我原谅你

你不知道事情是怎样

我自己清楚是不是就好了

嘴巴在你那里

你有权讲全部你要讲的东西

可能，想法单纯点，

生活简单点

装什么都不懂

什么都不管

心情会放松一些

上帝有他的安排，可能这些人会离开

我会很不开心

可是，听他的好过听这个世界的

我相信他

朋友只是在你生命路过的人

真心的朋友也许会陪你走到底

也许，当中也会有朋友离开

可是，我相信每一个都是让你生命成长的人

让你学习的人~

Tiring

2010-06-18T04:48:00.000-07:00

Finally the exam is here, apart from being stress all i feel is still stress and im at the edge of giving up.. When i come to think back about it, if other people can make why i cannot? We are now in the First Year only, there are still so many years to go.. 3 more yrs! and on the first semester of first year i wanna give up already? What is i faced greater obstacles and challenge in front? I would fall already or i would no longer stay in this world?

Dr Prasanna said before that geologist must go out and take every challenge, every single one.. There is so no easy thing out there~ So we must be strong and dare to take the challenge.. He is a very very good lecturer and i love Geology so much is because of him.. He got that feeling to make us clear, told us bout the Earth, put his heart through every lesson.. He teach not only because he wants us to pass the finals but really in a way to educate us..

Two downs and there's three more to go before i can really get my freedom. I can only say that in the last two exam, if God is not with me, if i didnt pray or leave everything in His hand, i would not be able to answer every question calmly.. I just wish that i dont fail~

Thank God for everything and His blessings~

如果你不跑就连赢的机会也没有

2010-06-13T20:53:00.000-07:00

考试了，怎么办？
东西预备了吗？
铅笔，橡皮擦，钢笔预备了吗？
脑袋装了半年内学习的东西了吗？
心情准备了吗？
是不是很紧张
是不是学过的东西都忘了？

是的，我很紧张
虽然还有四天我才开始考
可是，我答应我自己
在考试的时候
我不许念书
我要好好的让我的头脑休息
不准在考试的前一晚读书
只可以Facebook, 玩game 来release stress

所以，我要努力的奔跑啊
要大大力的跑
因为前面的奖赏是给自己，给上帝还有爸妈的
还有支持我的人，疼我的人
所以我要去跑了

拜拜
为我祷告~

Thank You~

Study Week

2010-06-11T22:37:00.000-07:00

This week is our study week.. Sunday is gonna be the last day of study week.. But i would only have my exam on next Friday, so i have one more week to go..

Seriously no matter how long the time is given, we would not have enough time to study because of the slacking and stuffs~ We relax more than we study

Gonna work harder~ Pray for me everyone~

5 units, i dont want to fail yet~

Keep Running Running

2010-06-05T00:41:00.000-07:00

Finally can blog liao.. Haiz.. The days without internet is really so suffering and hard.. Damn those tm net people.. keep giving me empty promises.. If i fail my exam or assignments or whatsoever that is related to my studies, i would blame them and ask them to pay for my school fees.. Malaysia memang BOLEH! ==

Just came back from church camp on 31/5 - 2/6 in bekenu.. Learn a lot of stuffs, created a great piece of art too, bout our group Turtle.. haha.. I did not bring a very high expectation to the camp this time and im not really willing to go.. But since Hui gor so xin ku help me register so i better dont make him disappointed and went to the camp..

Everyone

Luckily, I went to the camp.. No REGRET! the camp was really fun, except for the sandfly lar and those game on the second day.. It was already 83opm when we reach there on the first day because Joshua was still having class on that day~ So, we actually went there just to sleep.. haha..

This camp is all about creativity and teamwork i guess and Pastor really brings out the theme from the message that he shared with us.. One of it was the aim of your life.. Is the aim of your life related to God and how did you keep a great or good relationship with God.. I've learnt that everything would fade away but not His love and the promises that He gave us and learnt how to rely and leave everything in His hand when we can do nothing else better..

My Group

Thanks to Zhi Hui for her advices and her prayers~ A really great companion during the camp.. The one that i can share all my thoughts and she prayed for me~

Zhi Hui

Haha, okay that is all about the camp.. Besides that also learn something from the environment (beach) in geological view lar.. So some of the sedimentary rocks with real minerals and took some photos to ask Dr Prasanna what is the rocks about.. Great experiences~ Happyyy!!

Overall, the camp was really really fun and my legs hurt for the next two days.. Die~ like nenek tua when walked down from the stairs.. Lol

Oklar.. enough with all those craps
Continue with chemistry.. bahhh

无奈

2010-05-24T01:46:00.000-07:00

今天过得很不好

七早八早就被人家气死

想到都气

就像我fb讲的

最好不要有求于人

把柄在人家的手上

人家想要理你得时后才理你

不理你，你也拿人家没办法

你还能怎样？

最讨厌就是那些不负责任的人

讲到最好做到

也请你站在别人的立场想想

真的是有求于人特别难啊！！！

一整天就呆在家睡觉

也发现到原来自己的眼泪很容易流一下下

是不是自己忍了很久很久

今天终于一次过大大力的释放出来，然后睡一觉

什么事又没有了，很舒服

不要想那么多啦

no more emo..

Badminton

2010-05-23T08:48:00.000-07:00

Went to krp for badminton again
Finally..
after so long not doing or involving with any sports
Had a really great time playing with Chew Yee, Yang Yang, Jac Jac and baby..
Haha
Really enjoy the match that we played with Yang Yang
So much laughter and fun
Everything also can laugh
at least release a bit stress
and we laughed and played so much right after our dinner @@
really damn tired and sweat a lot
but the main point is FUN! haha

Suddenly feel that sweating makes me feel so great
is sweating from sport and not sweating under hot sun.. ==
hmm, overall my sunday is fun..
No picture taken.. @@

Revision time. bye..

Emo

2010-05-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

I emo
because i cannot go kl with my foundation friends
even though im going kl also
but its with different friend
i wanna go enjoy with jenny
this is a good time for us to gather together again..
I miss you all.. especially my good friend Jenny and my sibeh ngiao ji friend JAYME LEE YEN FUNG..
WIN

never mind, next time, i wont miss this chance anymore..

Busyyyy

2010-05-21T23:43:00.000-07:00

Rose Quartz

Dont say this semester is the busiest semester

I dont know why everyone is so busy this semester

not semester but everyweek with countless assignments

if not assignments, then it would be presentations or quiz

so good lar our life

exciting and challenging

And now the most exciting part is my house has no internet connection

long story dont ask me why

we all got the feeling that we got cheated by Telekom

i hate them to the max

i hate Malaysia to the max

the only reason that i dont hate them is because Malaysia has no natural disasters

Final is coming so soon

and yet we still have so many assignments

Among all the 5 units, the only that i can really understand well is only Geology 101

others i dont know why i have to study.. its all the same throughout foundations.. ==

Oh well, enough bullshitting

i promised Cy to study at 3pm..

buhbye

blog anytime soon.. my dead blog..

Relieved

2010-04-16T10:22:00.000-07:00

Feel so relieved tonight after the first week of study week after few days..
This week is another tough week i can say in this semester.
After coming back from KK, there are so many things to be completed and to follow up
Not that we all wanted to do everything last minute, but there are too many classes to attend and too many things to do.
No,im not finding excuses.. Classes from 10am to 8pm or late evening everyday is seriously not joke.. You would not be able to understand how exhausted we feel everyday once we reach home.
All we wanted to do is to have a nap and wake up again to do our assignment.. Not we had only one assignment, but combo of 5 units assignment would suffocate u..
Plus u have to prepare ur study materials day before you enter the class or else you would not be able to catch up.. This is my own opinion..

Never thought that i would be so busy this semester, but i do enjoy it a lot, especially when you have a bunch of friends to work everything out together.. Staying late at night together to complete assignment, discuss among quizzes and each problem.. sharing our knowledge with each other.. They are just not as selfish with knowledge like some other people do.. :D

Even though continuous assignments flowing in together with the exam, im very happy that i get my times occupied.. At least i have something to look forward to do, to get busy with, instead of facebook, plurk, tweet looking at computer screen just too boring for me.. hopefully this thought wont go wrong and i wont regret with it..

Today is Friday night, and today has a good weather, so i shall declare tonight is a rest night for me because i just submitted a Letter To Science, geology assignment and completed one quiz.. Tomorrow i should start to do my Physics assignment and start Chemistry mid term revision again..

Till then.. Good night

KK Trip Day 1

2010-04-10T00:47:00.000-07:00

Last free week, i went to KK which is my first time to KK together with my friends, Jacqualine and Jackie and also Joshua baobei.. all names start with J.. i should get a name that starts with J also? zzz

Before the trip, Joshua and me almost died and rotted at home for three days because we say we are not allowed to go out to spend money outside anymore. We should save our money to spend in KK.. so yeah we are like grounded at home and totally lost connection with the outside world..

On 1/4 we woke up early in the morning to get prepare and head to airport.. Excited much.. We followed Jacqualine's car to the airport.. After check in we enter the boarding hall to wait for boarding. The weather that day were just nice.. I should let the pictures do their jobs for now..

This is me while waiting to check in.. tweeting.. XD

Bii and Jackie at the boarding hall

Our flight

so excitedddd :D

Jackie also excited.. haha

Upon arrival we saw a private jet.. sakai.. ==

After we reach KK Terminal Two Airport, we went straight to the car rental counter to rent a car. We ended up renting a new Saga for five days which cost everyone of us RM178.. so damn expensive.. =( but never mind la.. We need a car though.. If you are wondering how we know all the ways in Sabah KK, mind you we no longer using map but GPS! haha.. i never thought that GPS can be so amazing that i can even talk all the way.. Sakai again.. LOL..

We enjoy a lot throughout the trip driving here and there looking for good food.. LOVESS

We drove all the way to our hotel at Likas.. After check in at Grand Borneo we headed to have our lunch.. We were all starving so we had the usual one.. Chicken Rice.. again... ==

After lunch we went to shop around at One Borneo for the first day..

This is the view of One Borneo from dont know which angle. Hahaha

This is part of our Hotel.. =p After walking around we went back to rest at our room.. At night after Google the actual place to have seafood, we went out and with Gps we look for New Gaya Seafood restaurant.. The seafood there is soooooo yummy and nicee.. so fresh also.. This is the best seafood restaurant that i've been to.. I havent try Meng Chai yet so i assume that New Gaya is temporary now the best i've ever tried.. :D

Look at the picturessss.. Caution, it make you drools when you are hungry..

First Dish: Boiled Prawn

Look as red as the table.. Haha

Dish 2: White Clam

There are still soft shell crabs and bitter gourd somemore but we are all too busy eating and forget to snap pictures of it.. Greedy us.. Right after the seafood,we went back and after shower and cleaning up we all head to bed,cause we are all exhausted and that makes the first day an end.

轻轻听

2010-04-09T02:43:00.000-07:00

最近，不是，是这几天

刚从kk回来过后，整个人感觉到很累

所以，就拼命补睡眠

睡醒了，觉得不错了

又开始觉得，每天都呆在家

没有走出去的感觉很辛苦。。

怎么了？一直认为自己是宅女的我

也有一天感觉到被关在家里的压迫感。。

吃杯面吃的想呕；

宁愿肚子饿都不选择吃杯面

唯一等待的就是晚餐

晚餐才会吃一餐比较正经的

很快就要开学了

我很想逃避

很想不去上课

很害怕那种有做不完的东西

每天都在赶这个赶那个

永远都觉的比别人跟落后

永远跟不上别人的脚步

很害怕这种感觉

因为，我很KIASU.. ==

不管怎样，我知道，我还是要回来面对现实。。

我知道，成功者会想办法，失败者会找借口

我不想成为一个想办法找借口的人

因为我想要当成功者。。

KK trip 的照片整理了在post上来

第一次和朋友出去玩哦! =）

Kepoh!

2010-03-19T04:36:00.000-07:00

This post is written in anger, Please bear with me that im just borrowing my blog to release my anger.. No misunderstanding and im doing very good cuz life still moves on with or without those morons..

These few days, going to class doesnt seems so fun to me anymore..

i bet it goes the same to babe jacqualine also..

why?

because there r someone who is very kepoh in our class..

we all know why... those who follows my twitter.. you all would know why..

I was really very unhappy with what they say and i hate it the most when ppl lie to me and look down on me!

its not that i wanna care or mind whatever they had said.. because its their big mouth and also their mind is definitely stupid to do so..

Before you judge someone or you wanna say someone bad stuffs please take a mirror and look at yourself.. if you aint better, please mind your own business and keep your mouth shut..

I pass or fail, so what? does it matters to you? dont forget that you failed your engineering and change to geology also..You wanna look down on me and tell everyone that i failed.. LOOK AT YOURSELF FIRST! and if u are really that good in studies.. yes both of u and also in fact all of u.. dont study Curtin lar! go get scholarship and go to the best UNIVERSITY or go to some world recognised UNI! and dont stay in miri.. WHAT A SHAME when you give me that i look down on u look!

and i dont need u all to tell me what to do, and also ur doubt whether i pass my unit or not.. you all are just morons that never use brains to think stuff.. if i really failed would i still be in that class with u all?what is all this about? u think u are clever so u can simply look down on other ppl or even yell at me? U guys are those who dont need my help so i just stand aside and look.. PLUS i dont have to speak out ideas right?!u guys would just have consider it useless..

Never mind.. very well done u all.. i will do my parts.. and leave u all with you big mouths.. one day u would get it all back.. remember what you've did and im gonna prove u all wrong.. i would be more successful than you all!

END

so long din update

2010-03-06T04:39:00.001-08:00

sigh.. i din update my blog since i came back to miri i guess.. being too busy with stuffs..

i have to settle my good house 4011 with all the maintainence and cleaning up, and then my room.. and after i settle all those stuffs, here come the first week of the study week.. Im taking 5 units semester and it proves me that my break is so totally over now.. The first week everything is in a mess.. the timetable clash.. the tutorial and lab sessions are in a mess.. the lecturer din update the moodle.. we have problems assessing the moodle and blah.. everything la.. sometimes we went to school for nothing because first week there would be no labs and tutorials..

Imagine the first week i have no labs and tutorials but im already busy and come with an exhausted body, pulling through each and every lectures and tutorials for the whole day.. imagine i have class continuously from 8 morning till 8 evening.. sometimes i wonder how i survive and how i can absord what the lecturer had taught us for the whole day..

But then this sem! i FINALLY met new and cool friends.. like Aaron Tan,Chew Yii,Jin Hung and Teryne.. she looks like Caitlin lar.. lolololol.. and i met Crysteaaa.. she is so nice.. =) ok.. now that my uni life is much more entertaining, fun and interesting compare to last year.. which is dumb and scary and stressful even though there's only two units...

This is jaccccc...>33

She wanna say she dying soon...lol

This is my sexy rock.. her name is metamorphite rock..LOLOLOL

This is aaron tan with the little ah mu.. hehe

Hazy days in miri..

and i spent a lot of money also lor coming here.. grrr... spectacles.. all the new stuffs im getting.. and now i have to buy text book.. Geology is so interesting u know! studying bout rocks.. never regretted since i enrolled.. its so nice to study bout the earth and environment.. at least i understand what the outside ppl dont understand.. hahaha...

ok lar.. i would blog more if i have free time.. i have to go liao.. bah...

很烦啊

2010-02-19T06:53:00.000-08:00

C-N-Y

2010-02-07T23:35:00.000-08:00

I found that not everyone is that much excited about chinese new year..

i can still feel that everyone is not really ready yet for it, because too busy with works/studies i guess..

some dont even want i chinese new year.. haha.. because they have to give out ang pows and tidy up the houses?

i can strongly feel the mood of cny now.. how to not feeling the mood when every morning im awake by the loud radio voice my mom turned on downstairs when im sleeping.. and while picking up my sister, saw many uncles and aunties painting their walls, using water pump to clean their garden.. i wonder where are their kids why not they helping their parents to do it..

Everywhere in town is all red and with tiger.. because this is the year of tiger mah.. and i specially like it, because i like places with a lot of people, shopping for their new year stuffs..i like this mood of chinese new year.. lately i have been driving out very often and hang out with annie dear and emily.. haha, enjoy the time i spent with them.. and finally emily had done in getting all her new year clothes and stuffs.. feel happy for her..

I still have few stuffs that i wanna get but no money yet =(

blog mood

2010-02-03T19:38:00.000-08:00

Feel like blogging so yeah,here i am..

Finally i went to do my hair after so long..after begging for so long..
But in the end,i feel kinda disappointed with my hair because the hairdresser cut it to super short..
And i look really stupid with that hairstyle..but i guess im just not use to the hair nw..
Today looks better..hopefully it would be longer during cny..
Because my hair nw totally don suit any of my cny clothes at all plus im so skinny.. =(
thought that it would be better after hairdo and nw it become worst..

Behold; nw i look like this..

sadness..

Happiness

2010-02-02T00:58:00.000-08:00

What is happiness to you? it has been the second month of 2010 in a blink of eye.. what have u done during the first month?

1. i got the chance to drive and i can say that i already conquer the fear of driving..haha..

2. I got a new phone! Its Nokia E72! Its a smart phone for business man actually, and i wanna get a blackberry at the first place, but since my dad heard that a lot of ppl complained that bb is nt user friendly so he get me this..
First time using such a nice phone,sometimes even feel that this phone is way smarter than me because its a smart phone ba!!hahaha..funny nt?

3. Im getting so bored at home, and i miss my church friends so much that i cry in my dream..T.T i saw them were bbq-ing and im too touched to see everyone of them and i cried,hugging shu jie.. And shu jie comforted me as me not to cry..how random..

4.Baby taught me a vry gd lesson ytd..telling me how lucky i am to be in my family and hw much they love me.. Nt everyone can be as lucky as me..and yet im still so stubborn..only baby would know what i think and how i feel..
Thank u bb..

5. Cny is coming real soon,are u in the mood yet?

6. First time to blog using my phone..hehehe..

7. I dont know what to say anymore.

8.kthxbye

9. Early greetings to all my friends..

10. Happyyyyyy Chinese Newwwww Yearrrr!!!!

Uninteresting

2010-01-21T19:03:00.000-08:00

i found that my blog is so uninteresting at all, not updates no nice pictures

no nice event and no nice thing gossip about.. major SAD~

what to do? my holiday is so unproductive each day.. all i did was to wake up early in the morning..

went out with my mom, had my breakfast and go back home continue with all my house chores..

and then be driver on the next thing.. not that i dont like to drive but i always have the fear of something bad would happen on the road.. God, bless me..

I've been in such a bad mood and bad attitude this few days, like a kid with no moral values.. ==

because of that "cheena" housemate i got all pissed off..

1. she used my stuff without my permission when im not in the house, is this how your moral teacher teach u to treat ppl? use other ppl stuffs without permission? not that im stingy and i wanna count every little things with u, but this is some kind of my stuffs, i dont believe u never try to sneak into my room when i wasnt at that home..

2. and because u are the only child in ur family doesnt mean u have to be such a spoil brat at other ppl place as well.. what do you expect?

#because u are the only kid and u never clean your own dishes means we all have to clean for you?

#because you never did your house chores for the rest of your life means we have to all clean it for you?

You said that you are gonna clean the whole house before you left,but what i think u clean is you make the house more DIRTY! what is this? this is your level of cleanliness? ==

okay, i dont wanna make my blood all boil up once again because of her.. since she moved out, we all had enough of this, let hope that in the new semester i would have cool and sophisticated housemate!

okay, hope my life would be interesting when i enter the new sem..

True Friends

2010-01-20T07:51:00.000-08:00

人家说感情·容易变质，我觉得友情跟容易吧？

我很失望~

Great Day with my girls

2010-01-12T06:49:00.000-08:00

This morning woke up very "unreluctantly" by my mom

it was too early for me and i did nothing so my mom ask me to visit my grandma..

went to lepak at grandma's house for a while and receive a message from Chin asking me to go out since Emily and Annie can go out as well today! Happy.. cuz its really hard for everyone of us to gather together..

Annie picked me up at one thirty and we are off to shopping for pants.. bought a super comfortable short pants which cost RM27 only!! only Sibu can get this price.. hmm.. and then went to shop for more pants.. After that went to had red bean soup and kompia.. haha.. and we gossiped there for abit and off to continue shopping again..

When comes to shopping, everything is nice and cute for the girls.. why ah? like we are going to move the whole shopping centre back home only can satisfy our cravings? haha.. try out few t-shirts and a pair of jeans.. too bad, i have no money for the jeans anymore, so i only bought two shirts but im happy because the shirt are all nice and cheap.. AWESOME..

I guess im gonna celebrate my chinese new year this year with all t-shirts and jeans.. lazy to shop for nicer one because its all so expensive and can only wear once.. so t-shirts and jeans shall be better choice..

After shopping, Annie send us home and after shower went to practise dancing..

dancing is really not my type.. i cannot follow and i cannot dance ==

but still i have to accompany my friends to go.. hmm..

thats all ler.. no mood to blog anymore~

Stay =(

2010-01-10T17:33:00.000-08:00

很痛~

不想要那样了

T.T

Get well please

2010-01-08T07:14:00.000-08:00

上帝，我的宝贝生病了

知道他很难受

可是，我没有办法在他身边照顾他

知道他头很痛

不能那要给他吃

知道他很不舒服

不能拿热毛巾给他

不能在她身边

等他好起来

可是，我唯一能够做的就是帮他祷告

上帝，让他今晚好好的休息

把他的痛都拿走

让他今晚能够快快的好起来

上帝，用你大能的手医治他

把他交托在你的手里

让你自己医治他

谢谢上帝。。

Love is pain

2010-01-07T19:08:00.000-08:00

For consecutive days already i slept and woke up at 11.00

same routine repeating and replay each of the day

my holidays are so unproductive

i did nothing and i learnt nothing

oklar.. its not that sad after all, i learnt to drive at least =)

even though my driving a bit reckless

but still can improve myself to drive more stable next time..

read some books as well, Attitude affects altitude

believe in this, because attitudes really affects a lot

EQ that makes a lot of difference now

i wonder if i give this book to my add maths teacher

he sure would love it.. haha

bah,still so many books waiting for me..

better fill my holidays with God's teaching..

hehe, then my holiday wouldnt be that slack..

and and guess what, my friend brought me to dancing class yesterday..

i see the way they dance i got really stunned

feel that the moment i gonna dance like them, i am not myself anymore

dancing is never my thing

but then now holiday, i dont feel that there's any harm in trying new stuffs

but then, i would still have to consider to go or not lar.. hmm...

guess thats it

i cant wait to go back Miri =(

驾车

2010-01-05T08:47:00.002-08:00

驾车

很恐怖

以后，我都不会再说谁驾车不好

因为，我觉得很难

可能，我还没有习惯吧

驾久一点应该就比较可以了

在家附近驾还ok

可是驾到市区

我真的快疯了

很怕我驾的不好会妨碍交通

很怕人家会按喇叭

每次很常忘记看有没有车

真的很不习惯

才驾一两天就怕了

以前没有驾车就很想自己最好可以驾车

可是，现在还是算了吧

驾车很恐怖==

Yeah New Post for 2010

2009-12-31T08:17:00.000-08:00

Yeah yeah yeah!!!

Its new year..

First blog post for 1/1/10

Actually i falled asleep already but baby woke me up

just to say Happy New Year to me

actually i kinda excited with the new year

im gonna reset everything in my life to another highest peak

i dont want to let myself disappointed anymore..

Hope everything will go smooth not only me but also others..

Hope that 2010 would be a great year!

希望可以在2010又不一样的experience

不一样的成长

不一样的处事方法·

不一样的想法

可以有更成熟的想法

不会再那么贪玩

不会再那么冲动

不会孩子气

要长大了！

Bye 09

2009-12-30T08:03:00.000-08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog too long

i guess no one is reading it also lar.. hmm..

tomorrow is the 31st of december..

2009 is coming to an end

from the beginning of the year i bring a lot of hopes in my studies

but no matter how hard i tried sometimes i still knocked the wall and fall down

some moment in my life is really on the minimum point

but lucky there's always a companion there to cheer me up..

and a house where i can always go back to and get my comfort which is free of charge!

so if there's a minimum point, there is always a maximum point as well

but i dont remember any of the maximum point..

maybe i have joined MGC for one year?haha

i was really excited about that cuz its the same date as Hui Jin lao shi's birthday..

December is always my favourite month among the year..

Cause can have a lot of celebrations together with my friends

because my family dont practise celebrating christmas..

This year i can celebrate my christmas in Miri..

Really thank God so much for this preparation and graces

I tried and prayed so hard to be able to come back to Miri

and I made it..

I enjoyed myself a lot here, i bet my sister too..

From Christmas party to Daryll's house to my birthday, to church..

i miss all of my church friend.. especially Jia Xuan, Everise, Augustine, Boy Boy, Marlene Shih Fu, Shu Jie and whenever my teeth bleed i will think of Hui Jin Lao shi, Hui Gor and the long gone Khai Soon.. cuz everywhere in Sibu i saw his name ==

Come back and tomorrow is already the last day in the year

and i totally enjoy my december to the max.. and hopefully next year can be a very good year

hope that everything would go smooth for me =)

Home now

2009-11-25T08:12:00.000-08:00

This is the first time to blog at my home in Sibu

haha.. feel kinda weird actually

cause i dont dare to tell everyone that i got a blog especially my family

because i feel that sometimes blog is a very very personal stuffs to me..

Oh well..

Actually came back home its quite ok, skipped the boring part lar of course..

and also the stupid broadband..

probably i stayed too inside from town so the line is...

yeah keep disconnected

even wanna skype with baby Josh also hard ==

i bet my friend's holiday is so much fun..

so went to work

some is spending their time with their family travelling

i wish i could travel too..

just dont know whether my dad could make it or not..

The same routines go on each day

woke up

do house chores

prepare for lunch

cook

then online..

im having holiday now

but im worried with my result

sighhh

Rubbish mood

2009-11-19T06:23:00.000-08:00

Finally finished exam yesterday

dont wanna talk about it

cause this is the worst thing i ever sit for?

i just wished for a pass

damn air cond so cold got me shaking throughout the whole exam

even though i wore jacket ==\

booked my ticket yesterday at preferably cheap price, RM100

going back on Monday..

my sienzzzz daysss coming back..

tell me what to do..

sien..

cannot everyday sleep like nobody cares

cannot whole day lie on bed

cannot whole day read books

cannot whole day watch pps

cannot whole day facebook

cannot whole day do the stuffs i like

or else kena BOMB~

sangat sien with life like this..

Sigh

2009-11-15T17:12:00.000-08:00

Haihz.. now restart my monday again by coming to campus early in the morning just to study my dear physics.. feel so sleepy so tired and so hungry.. HELP!

shall i go back on the 20th?

if i go back on this friday i dont know when can i come back again

december?next year february?

what am i going to do during my holidays?

go back sibu and see houses flood? ==

sigh i dont know lar..

feel so down

so pek chek

feel like crying

feel so reluctant to leave so early

i still miss everything here

Time could pass so fast here..

but not in my hometown..

i dont know why..

Here i can do lots of stuffs..

but back in my hometown all i do is to stuck at home..

God give a way

if You really want me to go back

then i would go..

cuz i leave everything on your hand..

New blog skin

2009-11-15T00:31:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. found new blog skin and just revert it... but the html codes makes my eyes go @@.. lol..

im still trying hard to put back all my gadgets.. i love this new blog skin.. so nice and cute..

My 5 Treat List

2009-11-09T22:36:00.000-08:00

I guess everyone have their own treat list in their mind..People now are way too busy with their lifes and studies i guess.. so sometimes we need something nice to treat and pamper ourselves after such a long work or studies..

First on my treat list is to get a Blackberry phone! Blackberry now is like a must have especially for university students.. Its like so convenient for us.. especially the wireless function, whenever we get bored we can just always use it to online.. especiall

y while waiting for another class to start in between

and also check our student webmail to get our information about the campus updated, and also FACEBOOK! like we could never live without facebook! haha..
Second on my treat list is to have a road trip to Brunei for Escapade's Sushi, after listening to what and how all my friends describe the freshness of the sushi in Brunei, it makes me drools especially when im hungry and also when im craving for sushi and salmon.. i had never like salmon before but then when i first try it in Sushi King it was not that bad though.. and also after my final exam i must make it to Brunei just to eat their sushi.. hehehe

Third on my treat list is to try something that i always i want to do but i never try.. like go sky diving.. buahaha.. because most of my friends are acrophobia(afraid of heights).. really wanna go and take a challenge to jump down from a tall building and feeling the wind and the gravity.. haha.. that would be so fun.. good to release stress also i think?

Fourth is to cook a scrumptious meal by my own.. i have been depending to much on the boyfriend.. then sometimes our opinion like go different.. when i want to eat this he wants to eat the other one.. plus i dont like to depend on ppl.. especially when i go back to my hometown, feel like bringing my bf along just to cook for me when im hungry? haha.. i guess i should prepare one nice meal just to impress my bf that i can cook also!

and the last one is to change my laptop.. i hate my laptop so much that i really wanted to throw my laptop for so many times..because the computer is always lagging for nothing.. first i bought this laptop just for the sake of assignment that i feel this laptop is so lousy.. so lag.. nothing good inside and cost me so much money.. and this laptop is too heavy for me.. so one day i told my bf that i wanted to get a netbook.. so that i can bring the netbook to everywhere i want especially campus and not this heavy laptop.. so when i saw the new Dell Inspiron 13.3 inches, i shouted so loud and jump off from my bed and show it to my boyfriend.. and the colours of the netbook really attracts me.. especially the purple one and baby blue... It would be so fantastic if i could have one.. makes my life easier also!

Isaiah 41:10

2009-11-09T06:37:00.000-08:00

These few days everyone of us is in the exam mood..

saw everyone with heavy eyes and tired body..

everyone were so bia in the library during the study week..

everywhere in the campus is the study area for student to study..

everyone stressing

including me..

afraid that what happen in the past few semester would be repeating again..

especially when i finish my exam i dont dare to comment about it

i remember during the first sem when i thought what i did in exam was okay

but the result came out to be so horrible and terrifying

from then onwards, i never thought i can do well anymore in my exam

no matter how much preparation i've done

i would still worry

worry that the result come out would be unexpected

anyway, on the fellowship last week, they tell to:

Try my best and leave the rest to God

no more worries.. Trust in him

and there is nothing else to fear of

because the greatest fear is disobedience..

and i would always remember Isaiah 41:10

greatest motivation comes from that..

Shout out LOUD!

2009-11-07T07:29:00.000-08:00

If i could and i can i would really wanna shout out REALLY LOUD now.

im super pissed off

pissed off with that damn housemate

and also piss of with myself

why would i have to let u and tolerate u everytime?

why cant i just shout in front of u and make a big fuss of whatever u did?

why am i so angry at what u did but i never scold u?

why i dont have the GUTS?!

or i would feel guilty if i SCOLD u?!!

if i can.. IF I COULD BE MEANNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

i would really wanna scold u for this one time

or else u really thought im that nice to be bully

and also.. u thought i never care or put in mind what you have did

like everything i dont know

what you did is really so immature like pressing ppl's toothpaste?!

GET A LIFE GIRL! GET A LIFE!

Sleepless

2009-11-05T09:46:00.000-08:00

This is the first time throughout the whole semester im unable to sleep.. probably my sleeping time is over so i couldnt sleep.. oh well.. after so long then come back to the night life again..

Today is Marlene Shi Fu's Birthday! Happy Birthday yo..
Hope everything can go smooth for you throughout the year
May God bless you more and more and..
what else ah? Hope that you would have more time for Starbucks and not so busy.. haha..
and hope that you would have lesser cold jokes ==
anyway wish that you have a very very happy birthday in Miri here.. =)

and wanna thank you Marlene shi fu and Shu Jie for praying and comforting me during my spss test.. thank you so much.. because of your prayers and comfort plus God's strengths i could do my test without fear and feeling God's leading.. and my result turn out not to be that bad!
Thanks for everything.. =)

Inconsideration

2009-11-05T07:13:00.000-08:00

Erhhh i dont care if there's this inconsideration one.. but then day by day, angers collecting,pile up, all the things i cannot tahan.i sabar.. i cool down myself.. but then whenever i cool down myself, there would be another things brought up and make me pissed off even more..

Dont complain that you have the worst housemate, i can bet that yours would never gonna be as worst as mine.. of all the people that i share my stories with, either they give an oh-my-gosh-so-gross-face or "shit man" true ka? lol.. yeah it is undeniably true.. and yayayayaya i have communicate too many times with her boyfriend till one day i really wanna scold that girl on her face man.. but then cannot.. because as a Christian in whatever we do we must have 信心（Confidence) 爱心( love) and 忍耐（patience).. this is what that i always use to calm myself down when im pissed off.. Shu Jie got say before in class last time.. i still remember de.. hehehe...

If really can communicate with her and she would listen then i guess i wouldnt be so pissed off lorh and GOOD arh.. but then say liao also no use.. also do for few months only then no more liao.. worst come to worst, she dont flush the toilet after using it.. her dog pee on the floor also din clean it.. nearly no place to walk d lar... and she likes to make my kitchen dirty and everytime she make it dirty i have to clean it! and she always fill up the sink with rubbish!!! i hate hate hate totally hate this.. we also need to use ma.. you being so inconsiderate.. when we need to use, how? we need to clean it for you? i know what excuse you would give me.. you would tell me wait for your boyfriend to clean it.. but if your boyfriend come back late then i no need to eat ka == ?ishhh.. then what for you go turn off all the lights at night and not in the day time? you want thief to come in and steal ur dog ka? weirdo..

different culture? but i dont think chinese from china would have so much different culture to malaysian chinese lor? why we emphasize more on hygiene compare to her one?sometimes i pity her boyfriend so much till i dont even dare to complain anymore cause he needs to do all the house chores, clean the sink for her.. wash the plates that she ate, throw her dog's rubbish for her, clean the dog's pee..after finishing his class or after playing basketball..sigh.. i salute her boyfriend..

Teach me how to walk over..

Disappointmen

2009-11-01T22:59:00.000-08:00

tGuess everyone faced disappointment in their lifes before.. including me..
i guess within this year, this is the worst disappointment i met in my life..
my internal marks for physics.. not that i failed my internal marks but then that is not what i have expected.. why did they told me they didnt prepare for it but in the end they get an 11/12? why? what is this? i dont like it.. i dont like ppl to be rendah diri in a fake way.. sigh.. i guess this is how ppl answer the question when u ask them did u prepare?

guess im really disappointed with what had happen around me.. i have no more hopes on anyone.. i feel the disappointment and i dont know how to reveal.. i just hope that i have a very very quiet place for me to hide.. to hide away from all the disappointment that i faced.. i have lost the mood to study.. discouraged..

i had really enough of everything.. i cant take no more..

My Last Friday

2009-10-11T04:07:00.000-07:00

上个星期五，我跟我以前的foundation朋友们一起去Krokop 10 打球

打着打着

时间就到了

我们大家都打的不舍的停下来

所以

我们就决定打到下一班人来了再走

可是，当我跟啊伟在打着的时候

听到很多小孩在窗口外面喊着

那边的门好像锁了

叫他们开下..

阿伟就叫别的朋友去开门

我打算去开另一个门

看能不能开

谁知？那个门没有门把 ==

跑去前面看看，整个门已经是卡住的了

难怪打这么久都没有人进来啦

可是，现在问题来了

门卡住了

不要讲他们小孩子要进来

我们大人都不能出去

于是.........

是不是很多小朋友在外面？

猜猜他们在干嘛?

可怜的小朋友们要从这个窗口爬进来

我也是从这个窗口爬出去的！

What is this?

2009-10-09T23:43:00.000-07:00

我真的是受够了！
天啊!
七早八早就给人家气到半死
Marlene师傅说要大方要大量
可是，对不起
今天的我
真的做不到
上帝，请你原谅我
原谅我真的不能控制自己今天的脾气
也许，我还没有习惯
可是，我不知道要怎样习惯

拖鞋给他的狗咬断就算了
这么硬这么好的拖鞋
我穿都没穿坏过，他的狗就这样把它咬断
!@#$^%&&*!*@#8
算了
可是，为什么连我晒衣服
他都要用他的被来盖在我的衣服上面
那我还晒什么衣服啊？
这样做，我就真的觉得很过分
超越我能够忍的界限了
怎么可以这样
你有没有为别人想想啊你？
真的是很过分！

不懂要怎样跟你们沟通！
平时上厕所不冲水就算了
够恶心的
早早跟你说
要养狗，就要懂得清理
可是，你的狗小便了就拿报纸盖下就好
这样就叫清理啊？
可是味道是盖不到的！臭死了！
很恶心啊！！

算了
说将多也没有用
但做没看见好了
发泄完了
做好自己本分就好
希望不会有下一次
希望...........

中秋节

2009-10-07T20:29:00.000-07:00

去年的中秋，我已经忘了我在哪里

在干吗？有没有过节

一点印象都没有

可是，今年的中秋节

超丰富！我先去我叔叔家过节

有很多很好吃的东西

吃到很饱..

过后呢，有去阿伟家吃

更饱！可是，还是很好吃

因为刚病好就有那么多东西好吃

顺便补充下

哈哈..

过后，我们就去团契

玩游戏

游戏超冷，一开始，我们还输得很惨

可是，到后面我们还是赢家！

哈哈，然后，

跟一大堆的教会朋友们一起提灯笼

真的很爽

感觉超好

加上一比零也有在

不会一个人呆在家过节 =）

走在大马路的旁边感觉很好

哈哈，很像很多人看着我们提灯笼

看过去很像鬼魂在走动

哈哈哈

可是，那天还是很开心啦
今年的中秋节过得很不错哦！

我要update

2009-10-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

最近的风有点大，吹个不停

不是不好，是很凉很爽

可是，可以不要下雨吗？如果下大雨要出门得话

真的很麻烦

冲好了凉还是粘粘的。。

又快到年尾了

一年又要这样的过了

我又要和你分开三个月了

这三个月一定很难熬

不懂要怎样

我一定要找工作

弄自己忙

好过每没事做 =）

时间也可以过的快些

放假来了

可是考试也跟着来啊~~

啊！怎么办？

要努力加油咯..

可是，真的很害怕

念过了，还是不会做，这样是最pek chek的吧

家里不能上网好几天 =(

就算能上网了

可是上不到脸书

感觉上和世界脱离了很久

哈哈

都没有update到~

我觉得我还是先去念书了

明天有考试

明天再写

写关于我的中秋节=）

Im back

2009-09-30T21:56:00.000-07:00

Im back to blog again..after busying for so many stuffs.. hehe.. so many things happen lately..

First i go back to sibu in a rush, after class straight away use the next bus at 11am to go back to sibu immediately on thursday.. i missed the card making session in campus T.T.. anyway i enjoy my holiday in sibu together with my family.. spend a lot of money also.. eat a lot of good food also.. and what i satisfy the most is i finally spent enough time together with everyone.. be it my grandparents, sisters, parents and also friends.. the major problem when i go back is i cant online and i cant complete my homework and i have to rush when i come back to Miri.. sad thing..

Oh and my house got broke into for the second time.. sigh.. luckily they just manage to steal a little bit things.. my plasma luckily never carry home yet since we last order or else, its gone once again.. == and the thief is trying to kill us if we notice them.. they cut the towel into five strips and if we notice them, they are going to cekik us? oh no.. thank God for everything, luckily we are all safe.. sigh.. this things cause me to have restless nights for the rest few days..

On the day coming back to Miri i almost cannot make it to the airport.. i always trust my dad's driving skill.. he is the best and the most careful driver in the world..

CARSSSSS DRIVERSSSS

2009-09-12T09:31:00.000-07:00

Someday i might get heart attack when im sitting inside the car.. the people driving in Miri is really sooooooo fast.. like all of them rushing.. im freaking scared by those cars..and also some stupid drivers always drive way too out of the lane.. make the other lane more sempit..what is this?like any moment when we get closer we will scratch the other cars..

I always warn Joshua to drive slower and ask him better 'let' those cars to go i mean in a way like give them way and just let them go and not to "fight" over with them because im really too AFRAID any moment we might just knock into some cars or some of the stupid cars might just knock us.. like what i've mention they are all rushing! gahhhh.... this is what im always afraid of.. if im the one driving in miri, i will sure train myself for few months in kl first.. or else whenever i drive in miri is i will always get knock or i go knock other people or i will swear all the way until i stop driving.. sorry but haih.. im trying very hard to control myself..

why must those cars drive so fast and not to tolerate..?i always tell my friends i only conclude drivers in two categories..1st would be those who are really careful in driving with skills.. always can give way or the other group are those who thought all the jalan owned by them...... everyone has to give way to them... ==

i like the straight road and highways in miri compare to sibu's bumpy road but then i just hope that those drivers in miri please lar.. be more tolerate lar...DONT DRIVE SO FAST and like you are all IN A RUSH to no where..........

physics quiz

2009-09-09T19:08:00.000-07:00

i think i make my physics quiz very worst today as i didnt really prepared for the exam yesterday

i was whole night feeling uncomfortable due to the undescribable pain..

then this morning still thought can sit together with charlene but then the class is really too full we have to be separated..

nvm then..

but then i dont like the black guy sitting beside me

keep trying to peek on my answer

when i dont let him c

i think he purposely knock me on my back

or am i thinking too much

blahhh

i cant waittttttt for the steamboat session tonight!

even though all classes are now over

i think the following weeks might be all busy busy weeks

im gonna cry..T.T

Finally

2009-09-09T01:17:00.000-07:00

Finally now i can study, i spend most of the time lying on my bed

due to the stupid menstrual pain

how i wish im fainted straight away

sit also cannot stand also cannot

feel like want to vomit

total suffer..

uncountable times rushing to the toilet..

imm soo hungry now

yet there is still pain

i better dont challenge my stomach..

or else i would die

forced myself so hard

and i keep get shocked by my dreams till i woke up..

thank God, finally everything is okay now

hope that i can be fine throughout the day and also tomorrow

because i have physics quiz tomorrow

i wish that i can do well..

finger crossed..

pray for me =)

no water -=(

2009-09-08T02:16:00.000-07:00

Today when i first woke up, my house is out of internet..when josh is about to prepare to go class, he realised that my house is out of water supply.. T.T the first thought that come to my mind is is it we forget to pay bill so no more water.. only them i came to realise the whole senadin area got no water.. i need water to shower... oh my goodness, when is the water going to come? when are they going to fixed the leakage?very big leakage meh.. why so low efficiency?or God wants to teach us a lesson, not to blame but to wait patiently?

almost killed with works

2009-09-07T10:17:00.000-07:00

okay, take a deep deep breath before typing......

i just get through everything.. and thank God that im able to get through this long hectic Monday.. yeah right, its just Monday first day of the week and im calling it and considering it a hectic day.. because i have class from 8am to 630pm.. but then to some its a good thing because we dont have to go campus so many days.. but then to me, i would rather go to school for few more days instead of having all the classes in a row.. because at the end of the day, our brain no longer absorb what the teacher is teaching anymore.. so, whats the point of going to class without rest..

and blame me for not completing the two tutorials during the free week.. i dont know how to do.. the lecture notes have nothing to do with the tutorial.. even though i read through it all over again just to give a try to start the tutorial.. but heck.. i realise the lecture is really not relevant at all..and most of the time the lecturer talks about his own experience only.. i guess God really answer to my needs that i really need a break.. its too much.. overload... in order to complete the two tutorial, i have to skipped class and meal and sit for hours and hours from 1100 - 200pm just to complete the damn tutorial.. thats it..

one more report and one more test to go.. lucky that i dont have tutorial for SDA this week and i have completed my quiz5.. good one! and ya.. THAAannnkksss toooo Charlene for her help.. thanks for doing it together with me and also aiya.. just thanks for everything lar.. =)

whoa

2009-09-01T20:56:00.000-07:00

Suddenly my life can become so busy.. even though im just taking two units, suddenly got so so so so many homework.. how i wish, my brain is very good, that once when i look at the question i will straight away knows how to do.. but mind me, this never happens anymore since i step in Uni.. ==
oh well nvm, i guess i will just continue to explore more into my two units so that i can understand more.. TOMORROW is physics exam.. even though its just a mock test but then i dont wan to get 0 also..

next week only is the real test which bring 10% and i still have physics report.. ahhhhhh..kill me please..im feeling like dying..so many things to do.. T.T

School reopen soon

2009-08-30T10:05:00.000-07:00

School gonna reopen soon.. how?tons of assignment need to rush.. thank God that Monday is Merdeka.. haha.. so i dont have to attend class from 8 in the morning till 630pm.. but then tuesday still have to go physics lab.. i guess tomorrow i should spend my whole day doing assignment and browse through my units.. and not playing online games anymore.. hope that i can stop myself from the temptations.. hehe..

This week everythin would be so pack..after homework to rush, lab report to rush, and also church activities.. hope that this saturday my group can score..please my brain.. remember as much as you can.. okay?

hui gor sick ler.. who wants to send him liang teh?XD

Makan makan minum minum

2009-08-27T08:22:00.001-07:00

This morning, have no tuition, after wake up, i got back to my bed and sleep again.. feel so good.. sleep soooo much lately.. haha..

wake up in the afternoon and went to have macd with wong, eve, brenda and bii.. nice.. i saw Boy Boy and Kelvin Tan.. but then i didnt manage to call ah boy.. =( hmm, then shop around parkson for a while and go back home.. collect my laundry and continue to online, watch movie, chatting, bla bla bla and we go for dinner..

Eve with her crab

My stomach is so happy tonight because of the good dinner.. we went to 海外天 restaurant to have dinner.. this is the first time i eat ketam without hui gor.. hehe.. and also this is the first time i see 1-0 can gobble her crab so fast.. its really damn fast.. like ppl is going to take away all her crabs if she dont quickly finish it.. and the funniest part is, we all eat ketam till so quiet, nobody talk.. is like so stress during the dinner.. hahaha.. happy filling the stomach.. then come back home already..

tomorrow have to do homework have to tuition.. =(

So biggggg punya ketam

c ah wong also eat till so happily

FREE WEEK

2009-08-26T19:22:00.002-07:00

Ha, this semester free week i guess im really free.. free until i stay up late every night and wake up at eleven in the morning.. so relaxing nya.. haha.. happy that i dont stick to my laptop anymore.. now i have lots and lots of books to read and to complete.. hope that i can grow through the books =) wanna borrow some kids bible from shi fu also.. hehe..

Beside reading books, i also help to give tuition to jilimi.. aiya.. no charges lar.. because im also 半桶水only.. i only help him to understand and explain more to him only.. haha.. i also dont know what else to teach him lar..

hmm, that day went to Pollux's birthday,ate a lot of pork.. sure FAT lor!! then drink a lot of good wines also.. love it.. but then i didnt drink a lot.. just a few sip only to taste the wine..not i drink till totally drunk lar.. =)

Then yesterday went to Soho for very very late supper.. pek chek nya, the waitress shows no respect to us.. we dont even mention that we want to leave.. especially when we finish the food, she keep aiming on our table and keep coming around to collect all the plates and cups.. okay nvm.. we feel a bit weird and uneasy.. not until she hand us the bill straight away after collecting the plates..we are planning to chill a while there because of the good environment, but then suan le ba.. so weird.. like halau ppl go out from there == isit because we didnt drink any wine or beer so we cannot stay there?ishh..

Saturday

2009-08-22T02:20:00.000-07:00

why oh why is my saturday so boring.. all i do when i woke up is to eat breakfast and to watch drama.. next week gonna be a one week free week.. what should i do?or someone should suggest me what i should do?

1.give tuition?

2.everyday hang out with hui gor

3. continue stay at home watch drama?

4. do revision

5. sleep and sleep and sleep

6. reaad some interesting books..

hmm tonight i would be going to christian book fair, i think i should give myself a budget and grab some nice and devotional books.. okay thats all for what im gonna do on my saturday..

Photo Post

2009-08-19T20:50:00.000-07:00

Rainy Day

2009-08-19T20:31:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning woke up, its still raining, it makes me wanna sleep longer and longer only.. hiding inside my warm bed and cover my warm blanket, feel so comfortable.. haha..

Yesterday was a super boring day, because there is no class for me and Josh is busy having class in campus... im so so so bored at home till i have nothing to do that i decided to clean up my room.. Yeah..cleaning up.. but till now i just manage to sweep the floor, as i was cleaning half way i went out for lunch with eve and wong.. hmm, so i went to eat the not so nice friend bee hoon with black vinegar.. its too sour at the end and its so dry.. so i give up finishing it.. fyi, i never finish any food every meal i think.. except from supper..than i would probably finish it.. haha

then today is another dull and boring day.. i feel so guilty of something... i promise myself to turn up today, but because of the rain i din go.. i really hate raining lar is im at outdoor..it just makes my body become so sticky.. but then never mind lar.. it makes the air in senadin become fresher after all the haze and open burning and temperature rise which cause a lot of people sick..

Nothing else to blog liao.. stop here..

Gee

2009-08-19T16:48:00.000-07:00

Gee, slept so late yesterday and woke up so early now.. not a very good thing.. It was such a boring day yesterday as i dont have class at all.. i just spend my times sleeping, and tidy up a lil bit of my room.. my life is just so not interesting

ugh..

2009-08-18T20:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is a terrible day i can say.. woke up early at nine and i went back to bed and sleep again.. because i think that my group most probably not to have physics lab this week, it should be after the free week.. however, i still went to school to settle my loan stuffs.. thank God that bii's mommy found my document.. thank God!

After that hang around in cafeteria for a while and went back home.. i spend all my times doing the background.. ahhhh, the background almost drives me crazy.. i hate all the codes.. i just keep changing the codes blindly.. haha.. even Bii also laugh at me and jio me.. haiz.. i know im not as capable as you lar.. i just simply do my blog only lar.. XD

sigh.. keep trying on different backgrounds until i forgotten my quiz is going to due tonight.. i know that im not going to know how to do my quiz.. but i still do it.. i feel so nervous because there's a timer running.. im afraid that if the time exceeds 40 minutes, the quiz would automatically close.. ishhh.. i keep trying on the quiz and i never get the answer, feel so pek chek doing it till i cry.. cant stand anymore finally call Charlene for help.. Charlene thank you so much for helping me.. or else i wont get back my 4 marks.. and i spent a 2 hours time just to finish the quiz..i can tell i HATE HATE HATE this unit so much!

slept at 3am.. wow, my night life is back i guess?

Note To God

2009-08-17T23:57:00.001-07:00

Private Post
Hehe

Enter Password

im soooo fulll

2009-08-17T07:06:00.000-07:00

Ha...just finish eating all the beef together with bii, eve, wong and kelvin.. soooooo FULL.. finally all the beef goes into the pan and not the bbq things.. because i dont know why, they fail to start the fire.. the fire is just not big enough to bbq..

enough yummy, enough fun, enough jokes, enough enjoy
back to studies again
how sad =(

Haiz, just got to know that tomorrow i better join the class, just in case.. i missed the class.. the lecturer didnt mention very clearly who should go to the class and who should join the class next week..

My BBQ Monday

2009-08-17T06:11:00.001-07:00

Today is Monday, haha.. someone found that Monday is for a new start of the one new week, new week, new beginning, as for me, I started to hate Monday.. why? because i have so many class from 8am till 630pm.. okay okay, i know i should be more grateful that i can go to school, i have the opportunity to continue my higher education.. i should not mumble so much.. Hehe

My monday is boring, woke up with a very bad mood because im already late for class or i should i say i didnt plan to go attend the class, SDA101.. its boring, even though i attend the lecture i dont seems to be awake also.. cause im really really tired.. i didnt attend physics tutorial as well, because i know the class would be too full to accomodate students and those same chapters i studied for the same 2 years so i think it would be okay if i dont go..

I went to school to have lunch at about 1030am, should be breakfast lar.. haha, and then saw Wong and Eve them.. make a quick decision and decide to finish up all the beef left, or else, the beef is going to rot.. after breakfast, rush back home and complete my homework.. its raining.. =( i forgot to bring the umbrella that shi fu present me.. reach home and quickly rush to complete my tutorials.. i promise this is the first and last time to myself.. i wont do homework last minute anymore.. i hate the feeling of guilt..

Then, im off to class.. very boring but SDA tutorial very exciting oh.. haha

Lolli-Lolli-Lollipop

2009-08-11T21:32:00.000-07:00

There's no class today

so fast, its already Week three now

after next week, its the first free week already

why should we have so many holidays

holidays only make us becoming lazier

hmmm...

but then i still have so many things to rush also

club's never ending activities

tutorial to catch up

quiz to finish on time

hmph, i think i need some very good time planning

i still have so many books that i havent read

i guess this is how i fill my time

Pray that God will give me wisdom in everything im doing

i know He cares =)

and i must learn how to cook!haha

Very Pack

2009-08-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

the whole week, everythin is in a rush

monday class from 800 to 630pm

from lectures to lab to tutorial

feels tired

feels that SDA 101 class is useless

because studying ourselves is better than attending lectures

seats are never enough as we combine with ppl

this makes me hates the class more

i dont know how to do my tutorial

no reference

dont know whatever that im doing is correct or not

feel like its a waste of time

i dont know

Gilbert came

and we go out more often

obviously my purse is also bleeding

but enjoy ourselves with nice food =)

the cinema in miri finally improve

watched G.I Joe and the sound system is really too good

too clear too loud till we cover our ears during the whole movie

it just hurt..

and not forgetting late night supper

this is how i gain fat?i eat less in daily meals

but i eat really a lot for supper

but i still dont gain weight

grandma came to visit

should be happy that she came

but my mother still cant stop nagging

because im busy and i cant seem to meet her anytime

i promise i go on friday afternoon

but then my hp still non stop ringing

i dont like my mom shouting over the phone

i DONT like..

i know they worry me.. but why cant they talk properly?

went to student council meeting with students this morning

all issues are kanasai

nothing important ==

feel like wasted

everything is concerning bout students welfare

then president go back home sleep only lar

so not qualify to be a president

i see nothing from you

bullshits only from ur mouth

every issues u say u already brought up

but nothing done..

dont know what is everyone doing

i dont understand and i dont want to know

dont tell me is for our children

i dont know what u are talking about

why dont open this meeting for our children also

what for u open it now?

stupid

enough

i better go back and watch movie

fire burning inside

why

2009-08-04T21:44:00.000-07:00

为什么？当大家什么都知道的时候

我就是那个最后一个知道的人？

为何大家都在学校把quiz做完，

可是，我却是一个人在家里

开着quiz

想着要怎样做我的quiz..

你们后来才问我为什么不要去学校跟你们一起做？

我怎么会知道你们去学校做？

我很不明白

感觉上我混不到你们里面去

因为你们很自私

都很怕输

我真的很不明白

很不喜欢这样的班

不管做什么

都不会约你一起的

发生什么是都不会通知你

我，个人，真的很不喜欢这样

老师也都不通知我们

课室有没有换

时间有没有改

我的天啊？那你们老师们每天都在干嘛？

整天讲no spoon feeding

我去你的！

算了，当我看破了吧

一个人永远都是最好的

不管了

不在乎了

反正再怎样努力都一样

因为有你么这一群人

我真的看破了

外面的人

永远是不会帮你

不会想要叫你一起做事情

我感觉到那一份压力了

我会从那一份压力上成长的

My weekend activity

2009-08-04T00:29:00.000-07:00

Went to Miri Orchestra and Choir Society oragnized Devoted To You Orchestra at Miri Pustaka..overall, very nice performance i can say except the lousy sound system and also the stupid DVD player's humming sound.... i only like the opening performance by Pei Min and also the last song conducted by Yap Ling.. the solo part and all the others part are boring.. cause im not interested with classical music like Augustine.. haha..

I will try to upload videos and also photos soon.. =)

sorry.. complaint.. sien..

2009-08-04T00:12:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, dont know i should feel very tired with my campus life now.. or feel grateful.. some says that, wow,having a two days class only is good.. not like me i have to go to class everyday.. its so tiring.. i personally thinks that.. uhmm, having two class is great.. very great in not having to go to school everyday or staying over in school for a very long period just to go for a class.. but two units in a semester is really too boring.. this will only makes me become lazier next semester since next semester i would have 6 units.. School reopens for one week, and i dont know i should say degree is very hard or whatever.. because i just really dont understand the statistic stuff and software.. Lecturers say no spoon feeding etc etc.. but ur guidance and help doesnt seems to help us a lot in our understanding and also ur expectation is really way too high for all of us.. and also i think that since its our first class and first lab, you should guide us first.. if not we would all staying at home to sleep and not going to your class.. but thank you that u finally did guide us..

AND Curtin always charge us with super duper expensive school fees which we all feel its not suppose to be so expensive..the computer is like shit.. computer lab is more to shit..what is a computer lab with some of the computer is not on the table and also some of the computer are all spoiled? how to have it class like this? and a university of technology is so not technology.. all use long long time ago punya big big and huge computer and all computer is with virus causing our pendrive cannot use.. very high technology also this uni..school computer is a lot.. but all spoiled..cant they just make an effort to repair it or buy a new one?is not that..we are not paying our school fees.. but such a great amount of school fees i really dont know where they use all of it.. not to say about the students service efficiency.. whenever we owe them money, they would lock our results and not let us see,but when we ask for refund.. they never seems to refund within twenty four hours also?! i really dont know what are they doin..

So many students waiting for shuttle every morning..why cant we have to shuttle bus running..and only one.. the new bus can only afford to bring 44 students.. then how bout the others?we dont have to go class?if the problem is like this then dont put so many class at 8am lar.. when we reach a class late, then the lecturers complain us not to come so late...wake up earlier.. please.. not we want to come late..is no shuttle..shuttle also come late okay.. ==

and also..carpark is never enough for the students..still want to give saman to students.. make more carpark.. give saman for what..

IF LAR..ONLY IF..OUR COMPLAINTS YOU WOULD REALLY SEEMS TO CONSIDER BOUT IT.. I REALLY FEEL VERY HAPPY.. PLEASE LA PLEASE.. MAKE THIS UNI A BETTER ONE.. CANT U? DONT EVERYDAY ASK THE STUDENT TO JOIN WHAT SURVEY OR COMPLAINTS MEETING LAR... YOU ALL SHOULD NOE WHAT TO DO..

Sorry.. suddenly feel like complaining..

hmm

2009-08-03T22:53:00.000-07:00

Can you renew me once again?

can u pull me back once again

can i be happy once again with you inside me?

i hope to be renew once again

i hope to feel your love overwhelm me once again

please.. just this one last time

Fill me with ur forgiveness and love..

pour it all over me..

Yay!

2009-07-30T03:29:00.000-07:00

Finally recover about 80% from sick.. except from flu and cough..

went to school early in the morning to attend one hour lecture

cough non stop... im so afraid that i will get some weird eyesight on me

thinking that i might be having H1N1.. (think to too much) ==

tidy up my room and its not as tidy as i expected

still so messy

blame the room for being so small

haiz

bought some stationery and while shopping

my uncle called and said he wanna pass me something

i thought it must be something very urgent

guess what?!

its just some lemon and Hacks sweet my grandma ask him to buy..

i made everyone so worried.. ==

finish talking craps

END

why why why how how how

2009-07-28T20:29:00.000-07:00

Why im still not recover

why i dont have the appetite to eat

what else can i eat other than plain porridge and oat?

what else can i drink other than plain water

what else can i consume other than the awful medicine? =(

why should i be sick at this time

why should i get sick at here and not at home?

why i need to go back and visit that very expensive doctor?

why?

why i have to vomit yesterday night?

why is my fever not gone?

anyway, enough blaming

God already put me to sick in between the days that i dont have class

to let me rest..

God say must give thanks to everything

I know you have your own plan.. =)

37.8 degree

2009-07-27T19:55:00.000-07:00

yes im sick

yes my body temperature went to 37.8 degree yesterday night

and yes its the first day of the semester and i got sick

i feel like dying the whole day

early in the morning my nose stuck till i finish my class

i sneeze and sneeze the whole day

till in the afternoon my head was really so pain and heavy

and i noe im gonna sick..

back home at about 4pm i lie down and sleep

till my body temperature is rising, and no choice i have to go and c the doctor

the doctor and the nurse are kinda shock to c my body temperature

no doubt i got all the symptoms of H1N1..

im afraid that time!but heck, i dont dare to think so much

and i have no energy to think that much..

so went to c doctor at about nine something due to the very very hot body temp

thanks to eve for the car..=)

and thank u to the one who take care of me..

doctor advise to drink more water only

no need quarantine

but have to visit her back if im still in fever for the next two days.. =(

Campus life is coming back

2009-07-26T08:29:00.000-07:00

Senadin is becoming more "lifely" compare to last months, since all the students are back for the new semester and also new students coming back to join the orientation week..

and not forgetting, all my friends are back as well

but since im working for the whole month

i have no time to find them all

but i do miss all of them.. =)

thanks to Jenny,Kim Kiat,lik and gor for visiting me during my working hours

and also evelyn coming back on her birthday

was so excited to see her..

and specially thanks to Eve to accompany me to church

joining our fellowship

joining our midnight yam cha session with Tauke Teo

joining our swimming session

shopping crazily till my money gone.. ==

From Super Save to Boulevard to Lovely Lace To MacD

but thank God i found my purse back..

God really listens to prayer.. =)

i really hope Eve would enjoy herself throughout the weekend just before the semester starts..

haha =)

and i was so pissed off with CURTIN now!!!!!!!

stupid timetable

stupid department

all so stupid and so unefficient in doing their work

monday gonna start class.. and no informations and also announcement to the students at all

i seriously dont know what is the whole university doing.. ==

i just cannot understand..

till i asked my friend

and she told me that throughout the semester, there will be only two units im taking..

is this true??!!

life is tiring

2009-07-20T18:16:00.000-07:00

adui.. im so so so busy lately.. busy what?everynight got program.. go swimming, go hang out with those kids..go makan makan..go play..working.. aduh.. really really tired.. now i can fully understand Hui gor's feeling.. and also his blackie.. 24/7 never rest..everyday feeling tired and sleepy.. no matter how long i rest my eyes are still feeling heavy..

Yesterday was ah yung's farewell..a very famous kid i guess in chung hua miri.. as he is going over to Kl to continue his study.. he was so touched to see the video that Marlene shi fu make for him.. really can feel that he would miss all of us over there.. probably?XD

and also on the same day.. this is my very first time to see people propose.. LIVE.. so touched and feeling so sweet... we just went to look and help to set up a bit with balloon.. everything is so nice.. the sunset and everything.. is just GREAT! haha.. a very wonderful moment..=)

ok..that's all..i will update more soon..=)

Thank You For Your Love

2009-07-05T06:30:00.001-07:00

God, you are so amazing..

Thank you for your love..

Thank you for caring me so much

Whatever my heart thinks, you know it all..

You are really so amazing..

Thank you for always being there and never leave me alone..

Thanks for the words that you gave me that comforts me

Thank you for saving me, cleanse my sins with your blood..

I'll give all my praises to you..

because I love you Lord..i really love you..

Thank You!!!

Freedom

2009-07-03T20:51:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we over estimate ourselves, using the freedom given in a wrong way, its time to reflect and value the freedom that is given to you..are you using the freedom correctly?

Freedom doesn’t give us the right to do what we please, but to do what pleases God.

Do not use liberty as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another. —Galatians 5:13

Freedom is dangerous in the hands of those who don’t know how to use it. That’s why criminals are confined in prisons with barbed wire, steel bars, and concrete barriers. Or consider a campfire that is allowed to spread in a dry forest. It quickly becomes a blazing inferno. Unchecked freedom can create chaos.

Nowhere is this more evident than in the Christian life. Believers are free from the law’s curse, its penalty, and its guilt-producing power. Fear, anxiety, and guilt are replaced by peace, forgiveness, and liberty. Who could be more free than one who is free in the depths of his soul? But here is where we often fail. We use freedom’s luxury to live selfishly, or we claim ownership of what God has merely entrusted to us. We slip into patterns of self-indulgent living, especially in affluent societies.

The proper use of freedom is “faith working through love” to serve one another (Gal. 5:6,13). When we rely on the Spirit and expend our energies on loving God and helping others, the destructive works of the flesh will be restrained by God (vv.16-21). So let’s always use our liberty to build up, not to tear down.

Like a raging fire, freedom without limits is dangerous. But when controlled, it is a blessing to all. — Dennis J. De Haan

a very very true and good reminder...

blessings

2009-07-03T19:09:00.000-07:00

Im so happy and grateful that i dont have to work today..

hahaha..

because of the reason that i dont have to work today

i grab the chance to sleep the whole day since i came back from work yesterday

im dead tired..

plus its a nice weather to sleep yesterday..

now, i have so many house chores to do..

i havent wash my clothes, havent clean my room

its all a mess now..

but im tired..

dont want to move anymore...

lazy bug..go away please..

工作

2009-07-01T03:07:00.000-07:00

今天是我在城堡工作的第三天..

习惯晚上两点睡觉，十二点下午醒来的我

一瞬间，时间很难调回来

工作要七点醒..很难很难才醒

要赖床个两三次才舍得爬起来

去冲个冷水澡

整个人才醒来..

好久没有那么早醒来冲冷水澡了..

工作还不错，洗洗碗，

扫扫地，能帮忙的就帮忙

老板都很满意..

甚至还怀疑，我来念curtin之前

是不是在修读怎样洗碗..

原因是，洗碗洗太快

这是SKILL ok？

buahahaha.. nothing to be proud of lar...

这份工作，好过上次的nursing college office work..==

放假很快就过，成绩也很快要来了！！！！

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！

幸福的抉择

2009-06-25T21:46:00.000-07:00

这部戏，未免有点太刺激

第一次看戏我会想去追；

第一想把一个戏一起过看完..因为大多数的人都知道我不看戏的

第一次看到一部不是恐怖片的戏会觉得怕..

而且，还让我想了很多

也想起以前很多事情..

太刺激。。。

F-R-E-E

2009-06-25T02:35:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS OFFICIALLY START FROM TODAY

Finally i finish my final exam..

felt so relieved..

holiday mood is already on since yesterday

but still have to pay attention and study throughout the night for

today's C++..

and im so free now, free like a bird..

can play games, can watch all the dramas i want

beauty sleep whole day long

facebook 24hrs

stick with my blogs

ehehehehe...enjoying holiday is like that..

im STRESS free, dont have to wake up early in the morning feeling guilty

if i dont complete my homework or i have to think of my upcoming work

which i cannot solve by my own.. mafan..

pray hard that i could pass with good grades in my final..

actually pass is already enough, i must get into degree next semester..

okay, as what i promised Khai Soon that boy to blog,

seriously, i feel old when he called me Tomato JIE

sadnya, like im an adult already..haha

One thing that im very proud of him is that HE CAN STAND ON THE STILT WHOLE DAY without goyang-goyang even though the kids pushing him,bully him...and he can still carry a child when he is standing on the stilt.. Berani-nya..

i still remember when we all first stand on the stilt in Curtin, we all goyang goyang and fall because we cannot balance ourselves very well, and i ask how did this Khai Soon did it during Jazz, why its like no feeling to him,an easy job but we were all screaming our lungs out with our heart pumping very hard, legs shaking... hahaha, funny moments to think of..

This is the picture of me and the naughty boy....

He looks cute and professional right?